scratch that previous blog.

tss.. it sucks not having your friends by your side. we have different schedules now and they're all busy. and well.. it's just not the same anymore.

yes. EVERYTHING CHANGED. fuck. we don't even know what's been happening to each other lately. parang dati, iisa lang problema namin.. iisang iniisip. iisang joke ang tinatawanan. ISA LANG LAHAT. kumbaga, share kami. one family, one mind. pero ngayon, hindi na mahagilap. it's not that i don't understand them.. i do. i know they all have different priorities right now. it's just that i miss them so. yes. I MISS YOU.

i tried to tell my new friends about the things that's been bothering me. pero wala. hindi ko makita sakanila yung 'company' na nakikita ko sa mga kaibigan ko. ewaaaaan. mahirap mag-open sa mga taong hindi ka ganun kakilala. tsaka yung alam mong iba sila sayo.

shit. alam niyo baaa.. hindi naman yan yung problema ko eeh. malayo dyan sa mga pinagsasabi ko. pero boo.. biglang yan yung nasulat ko. ang epaaaal. i just wish i have someone right now. not that "SOMEONE", cause i just lost him. just someone. you, perhaps. or hindi, kung ayaw mo. pero ang epal lang talaga.

song: SLEEP by RIVERMAYA

Tonight’s the first night
You’re no longer in my arms
A little colder
Nothing but the darkness and the stars

My hand wanders through
The space where you used to be
I really wish that you’d
Still come home to me

Until then I’ll sleep
Sleep.

Remember yesterday
When your smile filled every room
Imagined forever with you
Now you’re gone too soon

I can feel you calling
There’s no place that I’d rather be
Just here with you, sleeping
If only in my mind

Until then I’ll sleep
Sleep.

I can feel you calling
There’s no place that I’d rather be
Just here with you, sleeping
If only in my mind

Until then I’ll sleep
Sleep.