the catalyst
its funny how other people get what you want
its funny how people take advantage of you
at times i think, i should be selfish
find someone else that i could cherish
for the times i give some, they take more
i'm tired of doing this, it just makes my heart sore
i worked hard for you but still, i can't call you mine
here i am always pretending that i am fine
but it seems that you're so far away
even though you always come and say
that you need help in making her happy.
damn! those words always leave me wanting
that i could be the girl you are loving
hope my life would be like hers
to be loved by someone so dearly
and not someone like a catalyst
who always do what you wish.
